Ok past couple of days have been so much better, i can say that december is going to be a really good month unlike pretty much the hell that was November. I had some issues on this end, still doesn't feel resolved, I kind of feel like people I know are just trying to back up in a sense. Works kind of stepping into the red because my co-workers are usually far from...whats a good word...sane? They're crazy, problematic, and the drama flows in so fast they make the back of Flash's head spin like a dryer.

Moving on, I do like this new computer, unfortunately for Wyn, Francis has a new owner .-. my sisters. I decided to call this laptop Gabriel. I think of it/him as the first son i plan on having in the future. RAAAAANDOM i know. At the sametime I feel as though Wynter and myself are much more leveled out. Despite how things seemed to have unfolded theres an honest perception and you know, feelings don't fade that easily. While we have our dilemmas, problems, and grief i guess their just a way of showing us the everyday life.

ALSO. Nearing the end of this month, I'm going to see Wyn, and meet her family . I planned on doing this at an earlier point in time, but I was just really down due to some things said. While it doesn't phase me much now, glad I got over it if that can be considered. A full week in georgia, not to mention I haven't been there since...1996 to visit my step brother Andy and his family. It feels like at time i forget I am an uncle on my pops' side. I plan on taking all my anniversary submissions that I've done by hand, not the ones typed, and giving them to her. Despite what her parents or my own have to say, who knows what will happen in the next two years. Heh. In spite of everything, i still love her and am still very much in love with Wyn, just making sure of everything on my side before I do what I feel is necessary to eliminate the already troublesome distance.

Like my monologue?